ode to no ordinary moments on gaia..

Mew - Comforting sounds..
[9 min version, don't despair.. black screen for 2 min]  [ no ordinary version 3:45]



When life cuts to the bone & I think I cannot inhale more bliss love pain sadness joy
aloneness or whichever feeling I may be filled to the point of bursting with & this life
of mine is right in my face & all I can do is to let my heart embrace it or turn away from
it or reach out for the one next to me if there is a one next to me in that moment..

& when the beauty & the pain of life in its essence becomes the same feeling or at
least of the same intensity making it so that I cannot be in my own skin because of
the energy created by all this emotion & it is about to blow my mind out of my head
& my heart to pieces & I can shout as loud as I can or sing wildly or make deep &
passionate love or cry cry feeling I will never never be able stop again & yet I do....

because that moment is replaced by a new moment by a new moment which is
my life that can but be lived one moment at a time & all I can really do is to live
each of those moments in as much awareness as possible & choose carefully
what it is that I spend my precious moments on & it is a choice when I sit here
& write this....

to you who choose to read it & I do this for mercy on the cry for attention to comfort
me & to share me with you & reach out & maybe touch that part of you that needs
to be touched & seen & comforted & to be a part of something that goes beyond the
small bubble of ordinary daily living I am dudeling about in & which is maybe the
real real thing in the three dimensional perspective compared to the parallel virtual
universe I travel in here...

& perhaps I sometimes travel a little to fast to stop & reflect or tell myself that there
are more important things to do than leaving a comment because I have been ongrid
way too long already according to the rules my superego hangs on to for its mere
survival or maybe I do not stop because it can be somewhat intimidating making
contact to a perfect stranger whose words of bliss love pain sadness joy aloneness
or whichever feeling just blasted my very being out of its socket in a moment &
left my heart so very wide open...

& at the same time it is in my mind one of the more attractive elements of virtual
momentary living because freedom to me is also freedom to take in life one moment
at a time at the level of intensity I am able to inhale & it is a choice for each of us to
make & especially a choice to be conscious of in this virtual universe of diversity.....

that I cherish so very deeply no matter the name or the color of its skin or the changes
in the winds blowing or the degree of spirituality or the age of the people coming or
going or staying because it is that very vast & multifacetted collection of us that is
creating this awesome pulsating field of calejdoscopic energy reflecting in our eyes
when we look at each other with warmth & joy or indifference or me no like & possibly
with different definitions of connection & relation & friendship & most likely with
various approaches to being here in the first place....

& yet what I see reflecting in my eyes when I look at my three dimensional life world
reality is the same as I see in each & every one of us being here & what we all have
in common when reaching out & sharing our moments of differing degrees of intensity
& as in all human relations & most of all I do believe that each of us in our own unique
way are here to bear witness to our own lives & to have our lives be witnessed & to
let each other be comforted.....while we live & let live.




- a collective reflection in the moment on the blogs I happened to choose in my inbox
this morning to read offgrid with my coffee as well as a general outburst of gratitude &
a: I thank you all for sharing & bearing witness that there are no ordinary moments...

Some blogs I read incognito not knowing the gaian behind the words as yet & some
are new friends that I like to know more & some I know by heart & love & respect
for their passion & integrity & their ability to show up & I am touched & comforted
& looking in awe at the bright light of energy each one of you give to this collective
calejdoscopic consciousness called gaia.

I invite you to go look se & read & if you like to also share fragments of the bright lights
you see shining:  Please do post links to the blogs you read today or any other day.
I would  love to see what you see....


Aley  -I came here starving for..

Sharon  -this note to..

Bridget  -Friendstacy is gone

Jane  -We are in Break up here..

Victoria  -To recieve the day's unfolding. . .

Tara  -Sitting with sadness

Albert  -Broken

Jeannie  -Ummm. I think that's what..

Jordan  -To be a dharma bum

Siona  -rabbit rabbit

Jennifer  -If I could share my..

Janet  -Good evening, this is...

Paul  -The hypothetical route of ...




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